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&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1857441804983622409-6871116213856933798?l=tempf0ltyh4e7jbb.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://tempf0ltyh4e7jbb.blogspot.com/feeds/6871116213856933798/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://tempf0ltyh4e7jbb.blogspot.com/2012/01/encouraging-bible-scriptures.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1857441804983622409/posts/default/6871116213856933798'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1857441804983622409/posts/default/6871116213856933798'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://tempf0ltyh4e7jbb.blogspot.com/2012/01/encouraging-bible-scriptures.html' title='Encouraging Bible Scriptures'/><author><name>Sunflower Garden</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10763703527359215325</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-AkTTKcni2MQ/TVQBCO4ihZI/AAAAAAAAAGE/oWMlQ1qYV9w/s220/2010-12-01%2B09-44-56.307.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1857441804983622409.post-4437420631799030792</id><published>2012-01-28T12:24:00.002-06:00</published><updated>2012-01-28T12:24:54.038-06:00</updated><title type='text'>The KJV  Bible Reading</title><content type='html'>&lt;div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TpxLWU1z0hE&amp;amp;feature=player_embedded"&gt;http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TpxLWU1z0hE&amp;amp;feature=player_embedded&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1857441804983622409-4437420631799030792?l=tempf0ltyh4e7jbb.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://tempf0ltyh4e7jbb.blogspot.com/feeds/4437420631799030792/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://tempf0ltyh4e7jbb.blogspot.com/2012/01/kjv-bible-reading.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1857441804983622409/posts/default/4437420631799030792'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1857441804983622409/posts/default/4437420631799030792'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://tempf0ltyh4e7jbb.blogspot.com/2012/01/kjv-bible-reading.html' title='The KJV  Bible Reading'/><author><name>Sunflower Garden</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10763703527359215325</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-AkTTKcni2MQ/TVQBCO4ihZI/AAAAAAAAAGE/oWMlQ1qYV9w/s220/2010-12-01%2B09-44-56.307.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1857441804983622409.post-7484169301632935366</id><published>2012-01-18T12:48:00.000-06:00</published><updated>2012-01-18T12:48:20.365-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Sunflower Poems</title><content type='html'>&lt;div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"&gt;&lt;span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: #f0d173; color: #d31712; font: italic 700 large/normal Tahoma; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;"&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: maroon; font-size: 18pt;"&gt;Sunflower Poems&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: #f0d173; color: black; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 11px/normal verdana, arial, helvetica; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: center; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;img border="0" height="26" src="http://sunflowerfestival.tripod.com/sunflower_poems_files/image001.gif" v:shapes="_x0000_s1025" width="25" /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: medium; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style="color: maroon;"&gt;POEM TO A SUNFLOWER&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;img border="0" height="26" src="http://sunflowerfestival.tripod.com/sunflower_poems_files/image001.gif" v:shapes="_x0000_s1026" width="25" /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: #f0d173; color: #d31712; font: italic 700 large/normal Tahoma; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;"&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;I see you there in glory shining bright,&lt;br /&gt;Following the sun and its path of light.&lt;br /&gt;Standing tall above all others in the field,&lt;br /&gt;You grow, conquer, and do not yield&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;The little birds take great delight&lt;br /&gt;In playing round you, from day to night.&lt;br /&gt;With your petals of yellow and leaves of green&lt;br /&gt;How very easily you are seen.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;But there is more to you than first sight,&lt;br /&gt;More than beauty and grander to delight.&lt;br /&gt;Every beautiful aspect that appears,&lt;br /&gt;Gives praise to the Father dear.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;He made you a part of creation,&lt;br /&gt;And you praise him in glorious celebration!&lt;br /&gt;The beauty that within you is expressed,&lt;br /&gt;Gives testimony to his greatness.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;Sunflower, how I long to be like you!&lt;br /&gt;Glorifying God in all I do.&lt;br /&gt;Following the Son and His path of light,&lt;br /&gt;To worship Him in His glory shining bright.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;I can learn from you, my friend,&lt;br /&gt;With every breath, praise to God, I might send.&lt;br /&gt;With all of his creation telling the story,&lt;br /&gt;Might I, with you, proclaim His glory.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;~By Katherine R. Lane (April 19, 1995)~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: #f0d173; color: black; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 11px/normal verdana, arial, helvetica; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: center; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: maroon; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: medium; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;A H ! S U N - F L O W E R&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: #f0d173; color: #d31712; font: italic 700 large/normal Tahoma; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;"&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;Ah, Sun-flower, weary of time,&lt;br /&gt;Who countest the steps of the Sun,&lt;br /&gt;Seeking after that sweet golden clime&lt;br /&gt;Where the traveller's journey is done:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;Where the Youth pined away with desire,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;And the pale Virgin shrouded in snow&lt;br /&gt;Arise from the their graves, and aspire&lt;br /&gt;Where my Sun-flower wishes to go.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;~By WILLIAM BLAKE~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: #f0d173; color: black; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 11px/normal verdana, arial, helvetica; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: center; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: maroon; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: medium; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;THE WILD SUNFLOWER&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: #f0d173; color: #d31712; font: italic 700 large/normal Tahoma; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;"&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;At early dawn, like soldiers in their places,&lt;br /&gt;Rank upon rank the golden sunflowers stand;&lt;br /&gt;Gazing toward the east with eager faces,&lt;br /&gt;Waiting, until their god shall touch the land&lt;br /&gt;To life and glory, longingly they wait,&lt;br /&gt;Those voiceless watchers at the morning's gate.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dawn's portals tremble silently apart;&lt;br /&gt;Far to the east, across the dewy plain,&lt;br /&gt;A glory kindles that in every heart&lt;br /&gt;Finds answering warmth and kindles there again;&lt;br /&gt;And rapture beams in every radiant face&lt;br /&gt;Now softly glowing with supernal grace.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And all day long that silent worship lasts,&lt;br /&gt;And as their god moves grandly down the west,&lt;br /&gt;And every stem a lengthening shadow casts&lt;br /&gt;Toward the east, ah, they love him best,&lt;br /&gt;And watch till every lingering ray is gone,&lt;br /&gt;Then slowly turn to greet another dawn.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~By Albert Bigelow Paine~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Tahoma;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: #f0d173; color: black; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 11px/normal verdana, arial, helvetica; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: center; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: maroon; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: medium; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;span style="color: maroon; font-family: Arial;"&gt;GARDEN OF SUNFLOWERS&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: maroon; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: #f0d173; color: #d31712; font: italic 700 large/normal Tahoma; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;"&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;A garden of Sunflower beckoned to me -&lt;br /&gt;Come join us, my lady, and joyous you'll be!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;We're large ones and small ones, some dainty and fair,&lt;br /&gt;And even some delicate to wear in your hair.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;We follow the sun, swaying slowly without a care,&lt;br /&gt;We have a new dance that with you we will share.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;Gently hold onto our leaves, allow us to lead the way,&lt;br /&gt;To our Sunflower two-step, dancing throughout the day.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;I couldn't resist them, so dandy a sight!&lt;br /&gt;So off I did go in my Sunflower flight.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;What a glorious time, right up til twilight,&lt;br /&gt;And then I had to bid my Sunflowers good-night.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;So happy were we, a long day filled with fun,&lt;br /&gt;Upon leaving I kissed them, each and every one.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;So tender the moment, as I turned to leave.&lt;br /&gt;With eyes brimmed with tears, could I truly believe?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;OH! It was so true!! I then knew it to be!!!&lt;br /&gt;I had to smile, 'cause they were all winking at me!!!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;~Author Unknown~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: #f0d173; color: black; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 11px/normal verdana, arial, helvetica; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: center; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: maroon; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: maroon; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: medium; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;Sunflower&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: #f0d173; color: #d31712; font: italic 700 large/normal Tahoma; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;"&gt;&lt;div align="center" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Arial; font-size: 10pt;"&gt;Sunflower, sunflower, standing straight and tall,&lt;br /&gt;Sunflower, sunflower, you're the tallest flower of them all!&lt;br /&gt;Sunflower, sunflower, when your seeds fall to the ground,&lt;br /&gt;Sunflower, sunflower, by the squirrels they'll be found!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: #f0d173; color: black; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font: 11px/normal verdana, arial, helvetica; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: center; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #d31712; font-family: Tahoma; font-size: large; font-style: italic; font-weight: 700;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Arial;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;span class="Apple-converted-space"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Tahoma, Verdana;"&gt;&lt;span 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center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #9fc5e8;"&gt;~&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3;"&gt;My Journey-New Life now Begins~&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;From the time I was born, I knew nothing about peace, most of the time turmoil, until that day I found real peace in God. I came out of abuse, neglect, abandonment hatred, death, divorce, fears and learning to overcome these. My life is a miracle. My salvation is a miracle and He gets all the glory. Amen!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;I am as a tree going through the seasons of its life. A little seed is planted; she learns to plant her roots deep, as many times in her life time, there will be strong winds, to take her down. She becomes strong through each storm, and allowing these the winds to take off the old branches and those old dry leaves, as they do nothing but suck the life of this young tree. In the spring time, you will see pretty flowerets, that later will become fruit. In the summer days of August you see this fruit maturing, but not ready yet to be picked. In the fall days, when you think all the fruit has been picked, you look up and see way up on the top, more fruit un-touch, this is the latter fruit. Most precious, they have overcome the elements that would come against this fruit, to destroy it. This fruit so worthy for the Masters table.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Psa 1:3 And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that bringeth forth his fruit in his season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he doeth shall prosper. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;~CHAPTER 1 ~ &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Eight days after my birth, my mother saw that I was bleeding, but the blood was not clotting. To the clinic I went, then rushed to Boston Hospital, for Children. It was found out that I had no vitamin K, which is what clots the blood, without this you bleed to death. It just happens that this was just discovering for a short time. So I became one of the first to receive this treatment. I stayed in the hospital, until I regained my weigh and my blood built up with this new vitamin K. The doctor told my parents, if that happen when my older sister was born, she would have died. I was born in the right time. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Ps 139:3 Thou compassest my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Ps 139:4 For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O LORD, thou knowest it altogether. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Ps 139:5 Thou hast beset me behind and before, and laid thine hand upon me. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Ps 139:6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Then at seven months I came down with chicken pox and again my life was on the line. I was one sick baby, but I came through that as well. At the age of two, my mother was going to have another baby. She asked family members to care for my sister and myself. My aunt took me on my dad’s side; my grandmother on my dad’s side took my sister. I would not eat for anyone but for my mother. So my aunt coming from an old school figures that when I get hungry enough I would eat. I did not, therefore I was losing weight. I do not know how my aunt could not see this, but she did not. When my grandmother came over with my sister, they saw it. My sister would bring with her a jar of baby food, when she came to visit her baby sister, I would eat for her. One day my mother told my dad, that she felt like that she is bringing one baby into the world, but losing another. She asked dad to go and see if everything was ok with Patsy (me) so dad did. To his horror I was skin and bones. My dad was military and most of the time away from home, he lived on the base. My dad because of his work could not care for me, so I continue to live with my aunt. When my mother got back from the hospital and finely got me home. I was close to death; the doctors said there was nothing that could be done for me. Lay her out on the morning sun every day. I was taken for treatments of vitamins, re-learning how to walk and to talk. My life as a child I never felt like I was not loved and wanted at all. I know now that was a lie from Satan, both my parents loved me. They just had a strange way of showing it, never a hug or a kiss. Only hitting and yelling. For years and years I lack confidence in myself. Which was a handicap, I received also another healing. One of my Pastors referred me to a turtle, which would just pop her head out and then back in her shell, for protection. Later on I became bold in God, you would never know now that at one time I was so shy. My parents did not know how to be parents they only learn from their; they had babies and lots of then. So the older children quit school around the eighth grade, to stay home and care for the younger ones. Both my parents were raised that way. My mother was farmed out at the age of thirteen. To work for her aunt, making hats, plus cleaning homes. My dad was the oldest of twelve children, force to leave school in the sixth grade to care for younger siblings. Both my parents did the best they could for their own children, they too endure much suffering and neglect/abuse. So my parents just passed down what they learned to us. The thing is, to un-learned these behaviors and learn new ones, thru God and, His written word. This took much prayer for me, as I will show throughout this true story of my life. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;At twenty one ,I was asked to leave my parents home, now where to go? I moved in with my sister, and then my cousin, both did not work out at all. I found a job, as a waitress, not knowing that this was an underground for crime. I was fired for not wanting to go that path. Sitting in a booth waiting for my ride, I was crying, not knowing what to do next, no job, no home. I was just lost as could be, I was notice by two men that came over to my table to speak to me. They told me of a job, at the Arizona Phoenix New Paper. I went down the next day and was hired. I also found a small motel that had a studio apartment for me, to pay for my keep I helped out at the motel. Now I had two jobs one during the day and one at night. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;I married my boss at the newspaper, but in this man, I did not find the happiness that I was searching for. No person can fill your heart like God can. Then thinking having babies would. Wrong again! I lost three babies through miscarriages. I carried one of my babies to seven months, a little boy. Hearing him dying broke my heart to no end. I was a Catholic and called the priest of the church to come and bless my now dead baby. He came to my room and instead of simplicity for my lost, he drilled me instead. I almost lost my own life during the delivery of little baby Phillip. Not a good judgment call on a man of the cloth. He told me “NO” he was not going to bless my baby, my baby was not in heaven and I will be going to hell for sinning against the church. One of the hospital nurses knew of a minister that came and said he would do the funeral with no cost to us, he also share with me Jesus, and that my baby is in Heaven. Bless this man, Lord! For months I went into depression. I had to get my life back into order, for I did have one little boy to care for, which was eighteen months old, named Scott.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Sense I was in high school I begin to asked questions of my friends on their beliefs and church, even then I was no happy with the Catholic Church, and hated to go there. My husband and I took a trip to New York and one of his uncles was also a minister, I asked him all kinds of questions about the bible. He gave to me on big old bible, as this was going to answer all the questions that I had, and I begin to read this. Now my true journey begins. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;~CHAPTER 2 ~ &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;One day in a store I saw that Elvis Presley had an album of gospel music. I was mostly in country music, but as a teenager, I liked Elvis and his music. So I bought the album now I know that God used this man with this gospel music to open my heart, but still very much lost. Many times listening to the music and crying, not knowing why. I then had no desire then to listen to the country music, I played Elvis’s gospel most of the time. I have been listening for about of years a telecast of, Billy Graham I never could understand what, Billy was saying, but there was something about this that I wonder about this. One night I watching another telecast of Billy Graham, now this night was going to change my life forever. When you cry out to the Lord, He comes, salvation has come to me. I watch those going forward and I cried, I said out loud, “wanted this but here in my living room?” &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;The very next day a lady up the street from me, knock at my door. I open to her, a sweet lady in her fifties. Inviting me to a bible study, coffee and donuts, but when she said bible study I asked her in. I asked her questions about her church, the Pastor, and do people bring bibles to church and does the Pastor preach like Billy Graham. She said “YES!” She went to the Pastor and told him about me, he said “you have a live fish on the hook” go and bring her in. She came back to my house the following Sunday, and took me and my two children to church. I just had a baby girl now she was just six weeks old, when I accepted Christ. I have prayed for a baby, He granted my request by giving to me a healthy baby girl. You see I cried out to my God and He heard me, and then begin to start healing my broken heart. My little red hair girl the head nurses called her. She was so beautiful. You see I asked for a healthy baby, but deep inside I wanted a red hair girl. God gave her to me. He gives to us our heart desires. But I would have never said to God, Hey Lord! I want a red hair girl. You see He knew my heart, only a God knows that. God used that baby girl, to turn my heart to Him fully. Later as she grew older, I would take in for a haircut. The lady told me she has cut hair for years but never in her life saw a hair color of this kind of hair. To me, I said, “this color is from God.” God used this baby to win my heart for Him. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;In church that Sunday, I saw a tall red hair man preaching like I never heard before and the power coming out of his mouth. I still did not understand what he was saying but something in my soul did. After the sermon, people were coming forward, kneeing and praying. The lady, her name is Dorothy, who took me to church, looked at me and asked if I would like to go down to the altar. She took my hand, like I was just a little child and led me down. Standing in front of this tall man was frightening to me. But he was so gentle with a lamb just about to be born in the Spirit. Something was different, now I am new born-again spirit, alive in Christ. The full reality came when I wanted a bible. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Dorothy my friend took me to a bible book store. All I had was five dollars in my pocket, how can you buy a bible for that amount? But you see my God knows and He sees to makes a way, where there seems to be no way. I walked over to a table picked up a bible, to my surprised it was for five dollars. See a wonderful God we serve, that answers my prayer for a bible. I begin reading the bible, understanding what I was reading. What a change from before to now. My life was changing with the word of God. I went to church every Sunday and Wednesday night. Wanting more from God, like a hungry baby bird crying out the parents for food, but never satisfy. God was doing a work in me and forty years later, He is not finish with me yet. When He is finish then I will be ready for Heaven, Praise the Lord! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;I had a big problem that I needed help with, I still drank like a fish, and even after church it was not much for me to pour me a drink or two. One night I came home from church, put the kids to bed, and went into the kitchen to fix me a drink. With drink ready, I looked up. I saw JESUS! He was sitting, with arms cross over his chest, looking at me. Not angry at all but I saw His smile, With that vision. I tossed everything that I had of alcohol, the glasses, the bottles, the mixers all went into the trash. I never touch any alcohol from that time on; it has been now forty years with the Lord. We grow and we learn, just like being in school. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;~CHAPTER 3 ~ &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;In the church now for six weeks, and I notice for some time, something that I wanted, the gift of the Holy Ghost. Now I was raised as a Catholic, this I never heard before, the first time, I knew this was of God, and said in my heart that I want that! I made up my mind, YES! This is for me, amen! So one night I said to myself, when my husband goes to work, he worked the grave yard; I was going to my bedroom and receive this gift. I laid there praying, I remember saying, “Come Holy Ghost Come.” And yes that night by the power of the Holy Ghost I was filled with the Spirit of God. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Under the Pastor of my church I was growing. In my past I would sleep walk, have horrible nightmares. I had more fears, you name it I feared it. After much prayer from the Pastor and the ladies of my church, I was set fully free. But I do carry the scars of my earlier childhood, to remind of a God that is full of mercy and grace. That I am, an over comer and will endure to the end. Many time it as me that failed God, I walked away, but He never did. All I needed to do is to cry out. And he comes with healing in His wings. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;To now serve the Lord and the callings He has placed on me. I was in church every chance I got. I would walk or ride a bike. I loved praying with the ladies of my prayer group, the more time I spend with then and my bible reading, I saw myself being set freer. I was given a little ministry of being the head of the little children’s birthday club. Later I was in charge of the nursery, then a Sunday school teacher, a youth director. My desire was to serve my God, when you are faithful in small things you graduate to higher things. Children to me were such a blessing.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Here is another miracle; we missed some payments of a bill. Therefore we were being sued for the full amount or Bud would have to do jail time. I was still very new in the faith, but I knew to pray, as I was lying on the couch the very eve of the court. I heard in my spirit it was going to be OK. That night we both went to bed and I had the peace of God. The next day court was set for eight in the morning, we both was walking down the hall to the court room. When we notice a man coming towards us, then he mentions our last name. He said he would like to speak to us in a private room. There on a table were papers; he told us that if we could just pay fifteen dollars a month and sign to agree, the case would be dropped. We signed and faithful every month up to three months we made the payments. One day in the mail we received a bill paid in full. Talk of a God who does wonderful things.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Bud and I moved out to a farm house, with a lake. He quit his job with the newspaper as mailer, now his new his job was to care for the lakes, this was fishing lake, and something that Bud loved was to fish this job was perfect for him. He was a good man, just drank every night, he lived in his own private world, leaving me out. I again had to deal with neglect, so going to church was a relief. There I had my Pastor and close friends, praying for my husband, that he would come and join me in the family of God. The Lord was teaching me to not walk into anger taking that out on&amp;nbsp; my family, behavior that learned from my parents, and I passed to my husband and children. All I knew was anger, something that I hate, it is a sin, and to confess that, so that you be healed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;The owner took in cats for boarding. My job was to help her, so twice a day I was out at the cat house. The farm also had horses something I loved to look at watching new colts playing in the fields. I still was going to church, but had to have my friend Dorothy come and get me, a little drive for her. I was so depended on others to take me around, for I did not drive. One day very early in the morning I rose early, as I did every morning to care for the cats. I was walking across the dirt path to get to what we called the cat house. A voice spoke to me; I knew this was God, though a silent voice. He said, “Your handicap!” That was it, nothing else. As I was working with the owner of the farm, I asked her about, when she learned to drive, like me she was late, not until she was in her thirties. I also asked her if she ever felt like a handicap, she said “yes.” You see like me, she depended on her husband and friends to take her around.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Later I had a talk with Bud, about him teaching me how to drive. He bought me an old Chevy 56; man I wish I had that car today. On the roads around the lake I preceded to learn how to drive. I studied my hand driver book and now ready to take the test. Thinking I was ready. Wrong! I failed took the test again, I failed it. Now I had only one more chance to pass that test or wait six months to do it all over again. When you become desperate, enough and you want that thing, this is where you turn to God with all that you have. I prayed, and prayed to God having others agree with me. Then on my birthday, I made up my mind that I am going to take the test. I chose twelve noon, but before I go to the Drivers department for testing, I went to the church, where the ladies were having a prayer meeting. As I sat in a chair, the ladies surrounded me and laid hands on me, and prayed. I went down to the place, walked into to take my test but all the Driver instructors were out for lunch, the only person in the office was a woman, she told me to go out and sit in my car and wait. So I did, only about five minutes passed, she came out to my car and told me that she was taking me out for my test. Now get this, this is the first time in Kansas this ever has happen, only men was the drivers instructors, never a women for that department . I passed the test! With some small mistakes, I passed, Praise the Lord for He is so good. You see this was a miracle for me, I said earlier that I was filled with so many fears and men were one of them. My dad was military and he was mean to the core, so with men in a uniform, I feared. God healed me of that day of all fears. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;~CHAPTER 4 ~ &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;The Propane heater was not working right at all it was late fall and cold at nights. One very early in the morning I started breakfast, but then not knowing why, I stopped and went over to stand on the vent in the floor, then this awful smell, what was that? I wonder! Gas fumes was getting into the home, first giving us headaches. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Then I notice my pets one by one dying. I told the owner of the house but she did nothing at all. So I called out the gas company myself. Sure enough there was a leap, and if it was not caught in time, the death would have started with my daughter, son then us the parents. Bad enough I lost some pets. The owner got so mad at me, told us to leave now. She had lost her husband and wanted out of the business. She sold the house and the land, but was able to live in her home, until she passed away.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;We found a little mobile home park, was able to buy a little home, rent to own. I began a job for the park on part time, to clean and fix up the newer homes for display. One day I was sent over to the house, I am now living in. The first time I went into it, I wanted this home for mine. I went to my boss and told him that I would like to buy this house. He said “sorry but the bank will not go for the loan.” My husband was not working, we were on state assistances. He had cancer, and was not sure how long he would live. Now here comes another miracle. Three weeks later, he comes to our door with a basket of fruit and told me that if I want that home. “Come down to the office sign the papers, asked NO questions, the house are yours.” Now again that is my God! Later I found out that the owner signed for us. He had put his name down on the deed, until paid for Things took a turn for me, outside of losing my baby boy, Bud; he was not saved, nor knew anything of the bible. I kept going to church with my two children and he stayed home. He had to quit his job, and stayed more at home, his illness was getting worse and the treatment even worst. Seeing this man lost weight and his hair falling out, this was breaking my heart. He begins to have horrible dreams, so sleeping at night was hard, on him. He will wake up in sweat screening. I would pray for him. One night I woke and saw something at the foot of our bed. I then fall asleep, then later that morning as I was walking down the hall to the bathroom, I said out loud, “that was some nightmare that I had.” And again, I heard the still small voice of God, speaking to me. “That was not a nightmare, what I allowed you to see was a death angel.” I went to my Pastors wife and asked her about the death angel. What she shared with me was just what I saw. She told me to go and buy a small bottle of oil. And bring it back to church; the Pastor was going to pray over the oil. So I did! I went back home, and placed a bible under Buds pillow, I waited until he fell asleep and with the oil on his forehead, I prayed, you see I was going to see an miracle for God. Two weeks passed and every night I continue to pray, and was very faithful in this. One night I was praying and then I heard Bud speak to me, surprised that he was awake he&amp;nbsp;told me, “ so this is why I have be peaceful for the past two weeks. Wow that that blew me out of the waters, talk of a miracle. Bud told me some of the horrible things he was seeing; it was like he was seeing some of hell. That death angel at Bud’s foot of the bed was to take his soul to hell. But my God is bigger than any Satan, and Satan was not going to take Bud. He belongs to God! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;~CHAPTER 5~ &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Bud had to have surgery to help with the pain in left arm, during that time. Bud died on the table, nurses working hard to bring him back from the dead. Bud tried to share with me visions he had of heaven, but most he had no English words for, just way beyond our earthy mind. But I do remember him telling me of a crystal clear lake, that he looked down and saw the bottom. Bud had not idea that was in the bible. See how my God is so good. Bud died some time later, God let him live for another nine months, during that time, he was reading the bible and praying. I remember one night, I was driving to the hospital, and I wanted to spend as much time with Bud before his death.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;As I was driving down the dark road, again I heard a voice “STOP!” A car coming from the right side of me, failed to stop at the stop sign. If I did not stop in time, at the speed he was going, I would have been killed. Pays to listen, when God speaks, it may save your life. When I got to the hospital, I would sit, and pray for Bud, then about ten pm. A phone called, from Sam Diego, his daughters, Dana eighteen and her sister Lisa fifteen. We had no contract with these girls for years. The last time we seen the girls were ten years earlier. He went thought a bitter divorce and was not able to see the girls or have any contract with then. To hear their voices talking to their dad was another miracle from a loving God. Just before Bud’s death, He had his suit case packed. When I got this home and un-packed it, I notice on the top of his things was the cross, he had taken off the wall in his room. This was a Catholic hospital. I called the head Nun and told her about Bud and him taking the cross. She said. “I want you to keep the cross,” “this was his way to telling me, that is “OK” and all is “Well.” Now Bud is with his maker, the Lord Jesus Christ and his baby.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Praise the Lord! Our lives are like chapters of a book, as go on from chapter to chapter something new until we reach the end of book the beautiful ending. We go from Glory to Glory. But down here on this earth, we have not yet arrived to the fullness that God has for us. You see this book (my life) is yet not finish. It is still in the beginnings, it is not over until God says it is. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;After Bud passed, I went into depression, after seeing my children off to school; I would just lie on my bed all day. I had no desire to do anything. I did not read my bible nor pray, or go to church. Outside of God, Bud was my life. Now a piece of me is gone. Then one day, Dorothy my friend knocked at my door, spent time with me, praying and sharing the bible. She asked me if I would like to get out of the house and come to a prayer meeting that is held every day, at a small Christian book store and counseling ministry. Now a new chapter in my life begins. I went every day for prayers and started to work in the little book store. Meeting new people was such a joy to me and reading the newer books. The ministry of counseling was great, praying over those who come in for prayer, seeing many set free in Christ Jesus name. Dorothy was the head of this ministry, very dear friend of hers, Mrs. Goodman, short for Mercy that I had to honor to know as a very dear friend and a mentor to me. I would only work the store for the afternoons for that was the time that my daughter as in kindergarten. On some week end evenings, I would bring the children in for prayer times. We would have all night prayer meetings the children would sleep on the floor next to me, while I was in prayer with the others. God was blessing us. Later I had the chance to work with those who could not read, nor write, this was a joy to me, to give to a person, the ability to read and write. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;A young man from upstairs would come down for prayers, and look around the book store; I guess that he was not really interested in the book but more into me. Even though I would say to him, “oh buy this book, it is great,” and he did. In the evenings when we did have our prayer meetings he would come in and join us. He was getting to know me and my children. At first I found him interesting to talk to, and sharing the same interest in books plus God!&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; My faith had to be tested not that is was not before, but this testing will last for years and the things that I gleam from I hope to share, that you may not follow my mistakes but keep your eyes on Christ. Now another chapter in my journey begins. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;~CHAPTER 6 ~ &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;His name is David, He would call almost every night, talked on the phone. He would then come over and invite me and the kids to the park. Things were moving way too fast for me. I still needed time for healing, for the loss of Bud, moving into a marriage at that time was just too soon.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;I was planning on going to nursing school, plus ministry at the church. I was teaching now adults the bible and preaching the word. To my prayer warriors, I received a warning, “be careful.” “God has something for you, but you must wait.” Pays to listen to your friends and heed the warnings they see something that I did not. Like coming up to a railroad track and the lights are going off, the rail is down. But you think you have time, to cross over. Think again, many have tried that, to lose their very life, and many the lives of others as well. You see red flags, “STOP!” Don’t be a FOOL!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Well I did marry David, he loved my children, and that is what won my heart, to marry him. I begin to see that he was becoming more controlling of my time and the children. Most of time I felt like I was walking on egg shells. The children were also over punished which broke my heart. I had to do everything his way or else. But in his youth this is how he was raised, so from a father to a father is passed down the sins. Controlling another person is evil being in a cult. You come to the point that you have no mind of your own; you are not allowed to have your own opinions. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;It is a cult thinking and controlled. I begin to hate me, just like when I was a child. One thing about this kind of relationship is that it was not all David’s fault. Like in a drama we both played a part. He pushed my buttons and I did the same. You become like one another, we knew what buttons to push or not. Sad no one wins this game. The ones who got hurt are the children of this union. Both of us are sick and need of repentances. REPENT,turn back to God!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;Then God forgives and we forgive each other. This is the only way to be fully healed. Is to FORGIVE and let GOD! I have gone to God to forgive me, and then my bible tells me that I am FORGIVEN! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;What could I have done different. One thing stay close to Jesus, spend my time praying, less time, with worldly things. Less time fighting with a man, more time in spiritual warfare, for out battle is not with men but with the power of Satan. Healing is not just overnight thing, this takes a long time for things to rise to the top and you see something else to pray about, to forgive and put behind you. Things are buried deep inside, it takes storms for the hidden things to come to the top and we see it to deal with that thing. I live in tornado alley, and when the tornado goes over a lake, what is in the bottom of that lake comes to the top. So the storms are for in our life, hidden things come to the top, for God to heal us, amen. I went through a divorce, one I did not want; I waver all my rights and let Dave have what he wanted. God was not going to let this happen. God first wanted me to OWN UP! Take my authority in Christ. Not allowing Satan to come in any more to steal, to kill and destroyed what God has given to me. As God told Job stand up now and be a man. For me God was saying, “STAND Up and be a woman of God, be not afraid.” For my God will be with me all the way and you know He was. So I went down to Legal Aid, and got the help I needed. My lawyer was still a student. Dave’s lawyer had, years of experience. Now here is another miracle. Kathy my lawyer won the case for me. Now tell me that God is not good. I will tell you that He is! David was hurt as a child, and in need of prayer. He was only acting on what he knew. I have fully forgiven him and pray for him. Today day I love him as a brother, nothing more. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;~CHAPTER 7~ &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;I needed to care for now two more children, boys, Jeff and Jon. Without funds in the bank, and not having a full job, what was I going to do? You see God has a plan, Praise His name, He never fails us. One day I felt the Lord telling me to go and visit a friend, one of my prayer warriors of the times when we gather for all night prayer time. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;So I went to see her. Every Thursday I made an appointed to be with for prayer time and bible reading; this went on for a while. She had gotten older and in much need help health care. She had a person come in the home for this type of work. But I notice that she was not doing her job, now this trouble me. Mrs. Goodman (Mercy) was very trouble as well. She notices that I was watching this girl, and then spoke to me, saying. “I wish that you were my home care worker.” I reply. “I would love to be.” Then I asked for the company that sends out the workers, it was run by the State. I called and was hired. Now only did I have a job, to provide care for my boys, I had benefits as well. Plus a job that was so wonderful. Mrs. Goodman and I would start with prayer, worship, and bible reading; you talk of a job from God, WOW! I stayed with her for three years until she passed away. I worked for the State for six years, but because of low funds the State did away with that job. Now to place my trust in God and let Him find me another job. And He did, Praise the Lord.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;I went to a nursing home, to apply for a nursing aide position and was hired, having experience with Mrs. Goodman and the health I gave to her, helped me for this job at the nursing home. I worked this for several years and loved the job. Then at the retirement community that was owned by both the employer needed someone, so now I had another job that was wonderful. You see when God does something, He does it WELL! I worked both the retirement and the nursing home for ten years. I was able to save up enough money in an IRA account, for retirement. I loved my job and the caring for patients, nursing was my thing. Praying over the ones that were sick, and leading many to the Lord upon their death bed. God is so good! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;~CHAPTER 8~ &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666;"&gt;&amp;nbsp; I was ordained as a License Minister by a Pastor of a full gospel church. Both David and I would go to the Rescue Mission,&amp;nbsp;every month, to preach and sing.&amp;nbsp;Those were some happy times. But I needed to&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;focus more on my marriage, to make Dave happy, but failed at every turned. For years I did not preach at all nor taught any bible studies.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;After the divorce the care of my boys, so ministry kind of took a second place. I used teach and preach in church, and missed, cause of working. I found on line church, where I can minister I see God was doing something to me that was all new. Standing in front of people was one thing, I could see their faces and responses but in my home in front of my computer with a microphone at my mouth, O boy. I had fears to be honest with you, something that God worked out of me. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;~CHAPTER 9~ &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;It was coming to the time; I needed to retired from nursing as it was taking a toll on my body. I did not want to quit all together so I went down to part time and collect an early retirement of Social Security. The retirement community was changing hands, I was not needed there anymore and so I went back to my old station in the nursing home, worked another two years there. On my day off, while lying back in my chair resting at home. I felt an urge to get up and write a letter to my employer that I was going to quit and gave my two weeks’ notice. I then went down and handed this, to the office. I walked out. I said to myself. “What in the world was I doing I just quit my job?” &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Ok Lord now what? Now rest, say, “The Lord!” so I did, for eighteen months. One early Saturday morning, in a chat program, I owned a room, some would come in for prayers and sharing. I notice I was not feeling to good and my left side of my arm and fingers was tingling, almost no feeling at all. I went to bathroom and looked in the mirror; my face was as white as a sheet of white paper. I knew from my nursing what was happing. Right away took an aspirin. I came back to my computer and told a lady, that I am not feeling good. You know she told me that she knew that that is why she stayed on. I then said I am going to lay back and rest. My life side with no feeling, and I was dizzy. I lay back in my chair; I could hear my music and scripture readings. I cover up and said. “Well Lord is this it?” I know that I ready for you to take me if that is your will. I pray, and fallen asleep for a while. Now I have two pets, one bird and a cat, both are very demanding of me, and very vocal. I truly believe that the Lord as placed with each pet an angel to keep them quiet. For when I woke four hours later both were sleeping, the cat on the love seat, not one sound out of either one. I got up and looked in the mirror my color to my face was coming back and the feelings on the left side of my body. I went to my computer and you know that woman stayed in my room the whole time, praying for me. I almost went home but not time yet for me. I thank this woman for obeying God and stayed to pray in the spirit for me. What a saint, and she could have gone into a larger room. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;My younger son went through a divorce. The Lord impressed on me to let Jon move back into my house. Which was going to him get back on his feet . Custody for Daniel was in the courts. Jon did at one time have full custody, but because of a mistake and a big one, Jon lost his rights. For three months he was not allow to see his son, this was breaking his heart not to see his&amp;nbsp;child. This is where we turn to God with all your heart; God did another miracle here, Praise His name. Not just for Jon and Daniel, but also for Daniels half-brother Christopher. Chris’s mother failed to take Chris to the doctors for care, Chris almost lost his life, and so residential care was then turned over to Adam, that father of Chris. Now to get both fathers full custody would be a miracle. For two years this dragged out in courts. We saw no signs of any change. Chris was now with his father, but Daniel was still with his mother. Things there in the home did not look good at all. Then one day, a miracle happens, very rare in the state of Kansas, full custody was granted to both dads, and two happy little boys. Both dads now are remarried and the woman treats these little guys like their own. Praise the Lord. GOD is so GOOD! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;~CHAPTER 10~ &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;It takes the word of God and plus prayer. To overcome issues like fears, anger, rejections, hurt feelings. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;So we must overcome, endure to the end. It is not easy. Our model is Christ; God came down as man, and he suffered in all points as we do. He overcame with the words of His mouth, He told Satan, “IT IS WRITTEN’ some must also speak the word with authority, when Satan comes to knock at your door. We will be tested us, either you stand up and speak God’s word or you cry like a baby. You will also learn to pray and fast. Study your bible, the bible is the sword in your hands, use it. Jesus said that we will be going through sufferings, but that only make us strong in the faith, and without faith it is impossible to please God. When you plant a tree, what make that tree strong is the winds the blows against that tree. That tree will learn to dig its roots in to go deeper in the soil. So must dig deep in God, so when the winds come we will not be blown over. Fear not what is there to fear with Jesus as our captain, he is taking us for a ride, just sit back and trust Him. He will not allow one hair on you head to fall without not knowing it. Lessons I learned: PRAY read your BIBLE with studies, get with light-minded people that is on the same page as you are, and choose your friends well. Guard you hearts and know that your battle is not with flesh and blood. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Eph 6:10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Eph 6:11 Put on the whole amour of God that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Eph 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Eph 6:13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armor of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil, and having done all, to stand. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666;"&gt;My, children, now is all grown. Scott is not married lives alone out in small town in Kansas. My daughter is &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666;"&gt;divorce with two daughters, the oldest one is going to nursing school, and the younger one is in high school. Jeff was in the Army went to Iraq and was injure in a road side bomb, The Lord saw that none of the eighteen solders was killed, some injuries but all was ok, Praise the Lord. Jon just got married again. Daniel now has a step mom. These four of my children lives near me. And my grandchildren but Chris now lives in WI, he has a new step mom.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;I live alone with my 4 pets; I have a cat, named Elvis, a bird named Mickey, a gecko lizard and one fish.&amp;nbsp; I have no desire to re-marry, I found my true love that is with my Jesus He fullfills in me all that I need.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;I love to garden, I planted different kinds of flowers, this spring. I take walks around the lake; there is ten mile hike trail. I love short travels, and eating out. I love to chat; I write poems short stories and manage my website. And best of all seeing my grandkids. I go on line to listen to music, to preaching and teachings. I also still have my own chat room, but had not open it for a while, just too many goods ones to go to. I do preach and teach, I love to pray over the sick, one night the anointing hit me and I prayed for many. You know it is real and the Lord healing, cause this signs shall follow then that believe. Amen. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Not long ago I had two visions I want to share with you:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;First one: I was in prayer in my living room, and then I look and saw Jesus on the cross. Blood covered his body, thorns deep in his head you could not see his face. I saw the nails in his hands and feet. It was like I was standing there looking up at the cross and me at His feet. The suffering He did for me. I sat there in my living room and cried. Then the Lord spoke to me. “This blood is for you, this blood will bring to me full healing, and this blood will erase all curses. Thorn’s placed on His head, for the healing of your mind, the nails in His hands and feet were for you, to do the ministry for Him. Your hands will reach out to pray and bring healings to others. Your feet are to carry the gospel of good news to those who have not heard. The sword in His side the blood and the water that flow out, for your salvation. Born into His Kingdom, by the Blood and the Water! He died to give and rose from the death, for your salvation. When He comes again to received His bride, His beloved, his dove to be with Him forever. Are you ready? &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;The second vision was this; I was outside sitting facing the south. Praying and for my neighbors across the street from me. I look up at the sky, now not one cloud was in there, the sky clear and so blue, then I looked again. I saw the cross a perfect cross. He will show His signs in the heavens. The cross that I saw was telling me that, one day when we look up we will not see a cross, but will see the King of Kings and Lord of Lords riding on the clouds of Glory with the saints that has gone on before us. Are you ready for HIM! Amen. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Now What Lord? I bet something for me lies just beyond the horizon, and a promise in the rainbow. There is still more oceans to cross, mountains to climb, more giants to kill. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Ah, Sunflower, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Ah, sunflower, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;weary of time, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Who countest the steps of the sun; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Seeking after that sweet golden clime. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Where the traveller's journey is done. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Where the youth pined away with desire, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;And the pale virgin shrouded in snow. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Arise from their graves and aspire. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;My story written by me Patti Ritchie&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color: black;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #9fc5e8;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #9fc5e8; color: black;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #9fc5e8; color: black;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #e06666;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;~My Journey~ Part 2&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;From my early childhood, I was as backward and shy; I lack convenience in my abilities that left me handicap. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;I was told that I am nothing, stupid, etc. Those words buried in mind, it took years to step over those stones, to overcome. I have achieved so many areas, it truly amazes me. But God gets the credit not me. Parents in those days did not teach the children, they had too many children and not time for teaching, we just played. We enter school, and so many was behind, and backward of any prior learning. My older sister, showed me how to tie my shoes on a roller skate, and also taught me how to ride a bike. Even thru my mother never allowed me to help in the kitchen, I would sit and watch her. I stayed near my mother, in spite of the harsh words to me, I know today that she meant well. She too had to learn the hard way; she farmed out to work at the age of thirteen, leaving school, and the care of her mother. My dad did his best too; he tried so many to help me in my homework only to yell at me, that cause in me mental block. My dad was military and as a major he was used to yelling. Plus he too had to leave school in the sixth grade to help raise his sibs, being the oldest child. My dad is very intelligent man; he joined the army at the age of seventeen, made up his mind to continue in learning. So he went all through encyclopedia, from A to Z plus the dictionary. So much so that he had the equality of a college education. I lack early speech development, therefore started in the first grade at the age of seven, and then had to repeat the grade again. I excelled passed my class therefore I was made to be the teacher helper. I had retained all that was taught, that prior year, teachers in those days, did not know this that is why I had to repeat the grade again. What made it worst, I had no kindergartner to give me a head start.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;My parents would question me on my choice of classes. Why typing class, speech, drama, dance and art, today I see why all those classes helped me in the person I am today. Both parents wanted me to leave school and get a job. My mother would tell me that school was useless; I told both parents that I was going to continue on. In my senior year, all my books was stolen out of my locker, I went to dad, and he told that he was not going to any buy books for me, one time was enough. So there I was standing on a cross road, do as my mother wanted and get a job? This for me was a time to stand up and be a woman not a child to take responsible for my life, come out as failed or a winner. I went to the school office to talk with the principle of the school. Like a concern father he listens and then offers me a deal. I was to work in the school cafeteria, and with a free lunch, plus the school library for my books, cap and robe, my year book. The only thing I paid for was my year picture with babysitting money, sad I did not have enough for my class ring. But I did it, I graduate the year of 1962, and had enough credits for collage. My dad came and watched the ceremony, took pictures of me and gave to me a diamond watch, he was so proud. My mother sad to say, was not. But that was not important she just had issues from her own childhood that she needed to deal with. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;One area was strong in was my efforts, on every report card, this is what my teachers would say about me, but I lack confidences. In my senior year of high school, I was assigned to an English teacher, that at first I did not want to be in her class. Later she was one of the best teachers that I had. She would make us read the complete book of Shakespeare, and other readings, plus do book reports from hand writing not typing. One area that I had trouble in was in English; later she wrote in year book, bless her heart that if I cannot understand English, I never will. I knew that God wanted me to write. But was so poor in the English grammar that I wonder how? Remembering what my English teacher wrote in my year book. I wrote my first poem, I send it to a friend that told me it was so good and that she was going to save it in her favorites. That gave me confidence that I can do this. I kept on writing, and saw so many mistakes. I did not let that disappoint me, as I also learned to edit my work. Not let someone else do it for me. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;There was another area to that I needed to overcome was the public speaking, me standing up and giving a speech. I thought no way! I always thought that I talked funny, and not using again proper English. My speech class in high school was a stepping stone. Plus encouragements from Pastors and friends, “HEY, “Patti you can do this!” For today I am a speaker and teacher. When I married, I seen to have taken over on how to cook and keep a house, in thru my mother did everything. But I watched her. All my days growing up I never seem two people like my parents, that was so dysfunctional, yet they stayed together for thirty years, Dad stayed with my mother until my younger sister, turned eighteen. Men and some women today will abandon their family; at least my dad had some morals. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Both parents left me their baggage that I carried into my own marriage. All I heard was swearing, hitting, and abuse, and to each other to us children. Somehow I turned into my mother, my poor husband. I nagged, called names, and abused him, to my shame. He was a drinking man, like my dad. Found out later you marry someone like one of your parents. Thinking you are going to correct you father or your mother, thru your mate. I had to learn that hard way, go God and the bible becomes a good husband/wife. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Let God do the changing not you. I tell you, life would be so much easily when God is the pilot of the plane and not you. My first husband did his best, but he had a drinking problem, I had to deal with that and at that time, just did not know how. Living with a person who drinks is very difficult, most of the time; I was all alone with my first two children, doing the best I could. I was a new Christian, and with the help of the Pastor and dear women of God, asking for prayers, going to church, this was a blessing, than going to a bottle or drugs, as so many do, but without God in your life, that is all you know. I made many mistakes, ore like the tallest mountain in the world. But I know too that God will make it right.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;I grew in God; I learn to pray more and talk less, He will lead me, as I trust in Him. Dealing with death was rough, first with my second child, and then my first husband passed away with cancer, leaving me with two small children. I went into a deep depression for about two months, getting the children off to school and then sleeping most of the day. Help came when my dear friend Dorothy again came to my door, and invited me to a new ministry of prayer and deliverances that is just what I needed, to surround myself with prayer warriors and get involved with others. I started to teach again, preach His word to the un-saved. Helped in deliverances’ of those who are bound up. I knew of demons, as a child my mother dabbles in the occult. I would see then and hear then. When I got born-again, and receive too deliverances I was set free. I stayed in prayer, bible readying and study, plus time with friends who prayed for me. Pray for one another that you be healed! This healing was not overnight; it took years to be free from fears, anger, dependence incest, nightmares and seeing demons. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Praise God, He does all things WELL! I had a desire to go to nursing school, funds provide by the US Government for Bud, that is my husband now passed was a veteran. My desire was to attend nursing school right after high school. But with no help I got a job instead, and then married. So nursing was put on a hold, I did go into nursing, many years later. I married again, but that was not led by God to do so. When you sow to the flesh, you will live by the flesh. Instead of being married to a man who has God as his Lord, and the wife submitted to the husband, as the man is submitted to Christ. Both my marriages was not, therefore I had many problems. Those problems were passed down to the children.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Today I am praying for all four of my children that God will restore then back me. All my children was so hurt, my first two by the death of their father, my last two by abuse in the home, I am just as much in fault. You learn how to push each other’s buttons, and then make yourself the victim. This is evil and it had to be broken by the blood of Christ. I had backside from God, went my own way, but God in His mercy and grace came back after me. He the shepherd will leave the ninety nine and go after that one which is lost. After thirteen years of marriage, it was dead, now to deal with a divorcee, a death was easy, compare to a divorcee. Because a death is final, a divorcee goes on for years. Dividing the children, leaving the children hurt and confused; now paying the price, for my sins, walking in my flesh, and not by the spirit of God. When repent that is turn from your sins, own up, God will then make things right. He promises to restore what the worm has eaten. I stand on Faith with this, praying for my children, and one day will come to Christ, as I did, Amen!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Living now as a single parent was one of the worst trials I been thru. Raising two boys on my own, age thirteen and ten. The oldest been in trouble taken to jail and to court. I had to work full time to support hen, as their father did not help with any funds. I had to deal with both on sex, drinking, drugs, stealing, sad I had no help from their father for these at all. Talk me being punish, so I was thinking. I took then both to church and the Pastor would pray for then. I had no social life at all, just working and going to church, no close friends to lean on or family. How did I ever make it? Only by God’s grace! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;I spent as much time as I could with the boys, teaching them how to cook, and taking care of things while I was at work. Today both are excellent chefs, and keepers of the home. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;I got into trouble with my finances, I wanted to give my children, to do so I used credit card. I ran up bills that later, I just could not pay back. To my shame I filed for a Chapter 13, which took me seven years to pay the courts. I learn a lesson here, pay cash or go without.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;I did work in nursing, for twenty years, then retired cause of injuries I receive at work. The Lord impressed on me that I needed to quit the job, as it was killing me. After I quit I did have a small heart attack. So far I am ok. Praise the Lord. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Today I am back to ministry, counsel; praying and helping one come out of the demonic world, with deliverance. I have a story to tell, and now that I told it, hoped that someone will take heed, and get help. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Go to God, and cry out to Him, He hears and will never forsake you, or abandon you. What He has done for &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;He will do for you, amen! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #0b5394; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Part 3 my Story goes on;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span lang="EN"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt;Today I live alone with some pets, cat, bird, fish and a leopard gecko, the gecko came from my granddaughter Courtney, who was going to join the Army and needed to find a home for it, so she asked me if I wanted it, I said ‘yes.”   She change her mind on going into the Army, for that I am so thankful, she now is going to nursing school for RM.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt;  For a couple of years I baby sat for two little boys, my grandson Daniel and his half brother Chris, he is five years old now. Before he was born, I adopted him as my grandson, I love him just as much as I love all my grandchildren.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt;The single dads was awarded custody of their sons, both remarried, Adam with his son Chris and new wife, moved to the state of WI. my son Jon, also remarried and lives here in Kansas.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt; Now I sit here at home wondering what is next for me, I begin to help out at the nursing where I used to work, at lease once or twice a week. I love the senior people, they are so much fun to talk to and there is history there to glean from. I spend time with my grandkids, my home, nursing home, and on the internet. I write short stories, manger my web site, talk with friends all over the world. I would love to work, I missed my nursing days, but I had to many injuries while I worked, plus I had a small heart attack, due to stress. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt; I live in a old mobile home 1972 model, my sons helps me for the up keep, so far the home is in fair condition. It is a place to live for that I am so thankful, to my God, who has taken care of me. I drive also and old car, 1993 Ford, it is in fair condition to, for I am also thankful that I had a car to drive and great on gas, I fill it once a month. I live on Social Security I have to watch my pennies, as my check is small, my God will provide for me, He has never failed me yet. Praise the Lord!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt; I prayed for a good church to attend, one day while at Goodyear to have my car service, my brother in law, from my former marriage came over to say hi, and in talking to him, he pastors a small church, this stirred me up in me to attend, I been there now for two years. I love the church, first they love God and then help out with poor, the widows and fatherless children. If I need anything, I just ask my Pastor, this to me is the true church of God.  We meet Saturday nights, at the first of the month we have a fellowship dinner which I very nice. I also attend a on line church service in Pal talk, they have an open room, with live steaming with cam, during the preaching or bible study, I help out with posting the scriptures on the screen so that all can keep up, people from all the world comes in, what a blessing.  Saturdays mornings I also go to a bible reading and study, this last for many hours. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt; My sons and granddaughters has face book, and some friends I know in Pal talk, so I checked it out. Open an account with face book, this to me was a great way to keep in touch with my family, to tag photos. Adam who moved to WI just posted photos of Chris, as my daughter in law does for my grandson Daniel. I keep posted on Courtney my granddaughter and her nursing school, Chelsea my youngest granddaughter also in face book, does not do to much with her page, she sat it up for a high school friends. My daughter Lori, does not want anything to do with face book or any internet, but my three sons do. Our late on line Pastor David J. Meyer and his family is also on face book and some from the church, which  I said earlier has a room on pal talk.  I like face book for reading the post on my feed page, looking at videos that were posted, photos of nature. I have space dot com, TV stations from my area, weather channel, etc. also a great place to witness for my Lord Christ Jesus. My Pastor Nelson, will post up coming events for the church. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: medium;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: &amp;quot;Helvetica Neue&amp;quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"&gt;Written by Patti Ritchie....This is my story! 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